Scary Ugly

 
I suddenly feel sad. Tomorrow is Halloween and I've already dressed up for two different Halloween events--and I'm not so sure I liked either of my costumes. I don't have another shot either this year. My mother asked me a few years ago why I always dress up "ugly." I guess I dress up using extremes or humor, because I'm not sure I can pull off anything else. And this year I don't think I even pulled off ugly. (Although my girlfriend thinks I can pull off cute). I dressed as someone from the "Remainder Nation" for our Tailgating Party at work...and as a Drag King (to Karen's Court Jester) at J&A and M&N's party. I have to say, that their party was the best decorated Halloween party I've ever been to. There was a fog machine, lots of food with holiday spirit, and many moving bats and spiders. Our house isn't decorated for the kids tomorrow, but we have a bowl filled with candy for the little people. I hope we don't get many older kids with no costumes demanding candy. That has happened in the past at my doorstep--and that scares me. Halloween is scary in many ways...